Dead Walk

FFFfffhhh-Swiiishhh!!!

Today was a good day.simply.

It started with me waking up around 12, earliest so far, but that was because I was gonna meet my friend Vinzy today.
We spoke and decided to meet at 14.30 in town, where we were gonna train in the ‘royal garden’ outside of the castle.

I was practising all of my things, Vinzy tried to get his Manzai going, but as Ive told him a thousand times, he’s too slow and powerless…Baka!

Funny thing, Finish Tv reporters from the finish channel Yle were there doing a repotage about stockholm, and they happened to walk by us and asked if we could show some cool tricks.
Vinzy was injured so I got to do all the cool stuff, backs, sides, fronts, 360s and stuff, striked some lame poses and stuff, haha.
Ha, the reporter guy said ” Wow Tomio, you are awesome, a real machine!“
It was fun, afterwards the reporter asked some questions, like what different things we train and why we do this and such.

I told him all the places I train;Cirkus, Nadjas and Tian Long kung fu klubb.
It was really cool, I wrote down my contact information so he could email me and stuff.
He said: “this will surely be on tv!“
Very different and fun, well atleast I will be seen in finish national TV, more fame for me
I hope to be on swedish tv soon too, gotta get my name out!

Afterwards we just walked around in town, Gamla Stann and Centrallen, then over to Slusen where we ended up at Mickey D’s.
This evening was the ‘Night watch’ patrol thing arranged by those girl who were friends with the dead girl therese Rojo, previously mentioned.
I met up with Antons dad Gunnar Abele in town and we drove to Enskede were the meeting was.
Haha he makes funny remarks about everything in traffic, cyclists, other drivers and shit, it was funny

So we came to Enskede, to some football fiels and there were quite many people there, especially youngsters, 15-16 year olds and then a bunch of adults from the organisation ‘ Nattvandring.nu’ ( Nightpatrollers).
They had all gathered as an answer to the calling of support from these young girls who wanted to raise awareness about this girl’s death, and wanted to start a youth group to do some night patrol.

This place we were at was also close to the scene were the actual murder took place, and there was a memorial with photos, flowers and stuff for the memory of Therese Rojo.

Most of the girls there knew her in some way, though I heard some nasty things from them, like:
‘She owed me a packet of ciggarettes‘ ‘ I left a tampong here for her, haha‘ , and some other things, I just thought what kind of behaviour is that??

It wasnt so hard to see after taking one look and hearing and seeing how these girl behaved like that they were all potential ‘whore’ brats…such disgust.
THE ONLY girls who actually looked decent and behaved were those whop actually had arranged this whole thing, though they looked kinda like brats too, but still.
Atleast when i spoke to them, they behaved sensibly.

All the guys there were all brats too, man whores and players, the whole bunch of them…not so hard to see.

We had a discussion, a girl from SGV and I; about how much can be achieved from this type of activity, if these people will actually follow though with their plans of night watches is the area and so on…
Personally, I dont think much will happen and come along from this idea, because really how much can you expect from youth today?
Plus today wasnt all that well organised, it was rushed and not much PR had been made…
The girls themselves were sceptical, but they atleast wanted to do something to show that they care, and ofc we from SGV gave them all our support.
Good that some girls think a little bit for once and take the  initative to make a change.
As a change, I wish them luck, I could see once up close that some people really care, those who were closest to Therese, and yeah it is sad.

What is the thing about youth violence today?
Why do so many teens fall for the violence, is it peer pressure or search for respect?
It is a bit of everything, but sometimes the reasons fall outside the walls of ‘reason’.
There is a thiong called thrill kills, whereas people torture and kill people just for fun, I dont know how big that is today with teens, but it has been brought up at some occassion.
That is the most gruesome I think.
It is some peoples idea of fun, but really what can we expect?
Today there isnt much for young teens to do, those who are too young to go out to a bar or something.
They become drifters with their gangs just around neighbourhoods and suburban areas.
And especially with such rivalry between districts, violence will turn up one way or the others.

How easily is almost ridiculous, it can be about a girl, a rumour, hate crime, or just because you come from some certain area.
Football huliganism is prob one of the key issues when talking about street and teen violence, to defend ones team and shit.
I heard from one of the girls there is a thing called ‘Hammarby Yngre’, which is a group of huligans that recruit small children to become huligans and fight…it is sick.
Such idiots some people are…why do they have to give real football a bad face?

I am glad I have never been part of any gang or fallen into a life of crime and such.
I grew up during elementary with much oppresion, not from my home but from other kids, bullying, things like that.
I only had a very few select friends, otherwise I was left outside most things and just kept to myself.
To most kids this would be really bad, but it can be turned into something good, just like I did.
I just learned to compensate my loneliness with other thngs, like art, film, training, and other things I enjoyed.
It worked out well, only side-effect is maybe partial social akwardness, but hey, look at me today
When you cant find strength from friends or stuff like that, all you have is yourself . That I know for a fact.
Wheather you are strong enough to actually survive that way is also entirely up to you.
It is a good way to get to know yourself properly, that is why I am such a freespirit today. I dont care what others think, I know who I am, what I can do, I know I am great.

I found strength in my training, in my love for art and writing, and just having all that time for myself gave me alot of time to think.

I will write someday a proper entry about myself, in depth.

Now Im gonna play some STALKER!!!!!

Gnight folks

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