Pulse

Time for a night out on the town!
I’m single, ecstatic and hungry for virgin blood!

My arms, hands and wrists are aching after a long kung fu session of punching and blocking, yet Im still in the mood to move.

Something made me happy today, and that is that I met a seemingly nice girl in town, at pressbyrån.
I asked her if she was half asian, turns out she is half Philipino, and I told her ” Aha so thats why you’re so pretty “
She blushed and we left eachother with a giggle, a smile and a flirty wave ^^
-Random fling of the day, now Ive GOT TO go back there …

She reminded me alot of Leigton Meester, but with a touch of asian…wow, thats hot!

Ya know what grindes my gears?
Football holligans that make the Police cut off a trainstation…
Like the station where my kung fu is, cuz this evening I had to take a bloody detour to the central just because the damn hooligans were violent and causing a wreck!
FUCK YOU FOOTBALL HOOLIGANS! Why dont you just sit at home and watch the game????!!!
Stupid, fucking idiots, ruining everything for us normal people…shame!

Perverse Ranting

I like Fridays, because they are so short.
However, I dislike Fridays because they are toooo short, so I am left with 12 hours of nothing to do…
My feeling for going out these evenings have come to a halt, there is really nothing to do.

Me and a coouple of friends went and at a japanese restaurant in town today, Nagano.
It was very scrumptious, we sat at a ‘no shoes’ table and had a very good time together chilling and chattin^^

I bought some new sketchbooks today cuz they had a sale at a bookstore in town, and I also baought a new nice pen ^^
I love pens, and each time I go into a bookstore I always go for the pens and try them out.
Because I am an artist, just give me a pen and paper and I will create a peice of art, or atleast sit occupied for a couple of hours just doodling for fun…
-These sketch books were funny though, dunno why they chose such a cover…?
My friend and I are considering to attend a Croqui class sometime soon, hehe!
I have always wanted to try it out, draw some hot girl but from what I have seen it is always some sort of either big hairy fat guy or a ugly skinny faghag bitch or fatass bitch…

Found this really ugly piece of girl clothes shit…
I mean seriously, I have seen worse, but this freaks me out!
Personally, I think this dress looks like one big fucked up mutant pussy!
-Does anybody agree with me?

I dont even wanto mention what I think Red SlushPuppy looks like…okay, what the fuck…It totally looks like mangled and mushed up pussy…
Im not that sick but I can imagine thats what it looks like, along with a fuck load of blood…

-Lucky Red SlushPuppy tastes wonderful!

This picture was taken over a year ago in Gothenburg, I actually miss that place now still.
I was out this night with my friend Inzy, and Stockholm really is booring, if you are not going to go somewhere whether it be the cinema or a club, there is really nothing to do…Just a load of boring streets.
In Gothenburg there are long lanes and stuff, a nice waterfront and also Liseberg very locally…
I cant help myself to think about witch bitch over there though…she still ruins that nice town for me :/

PUSSY!

Hate and Comfort

Wow, I never cease to get surprised at how many whores there are :O
-everybody seems to be one, man like woman…nobody can be trusted !
Suddenly, there are actually reasons to chose to become gay…
Like my friend told me, it is much easier for a girl to become a whore than to be prevented from becoming one, thats why so many turn into em.
-And like the great Prince said: Women NOT girls, rule my world…
A real woman has boundaries, pricipals, a diciplined mind and body…not like stupid little girls, exploring the possibilities and opportunities in life as if in a candy store, no respect, no sense and no soul…I will laugh at all the girls that think back at their lives when they have their midlife crisis, only to regret everysingle thing they did and wonder ” Why did I do that?”
-Why? Ill tell you why, because you GIRLS dont have the brains to think 5 steps, 10 steps or even 1 single step ahead…no reasoing, no logic, no thought of consequence…

Girls just wanna have fun!
( Girls just wanna be whores…)

Just came home from a fun trainingsession at Cirkus, and the Director came along to film me do some tricks, and then on saturday he is gonna film me doing some kung fu at the club ^^
-Next weekend is the VIP premiere which I hope to attend

So the weekend is finally here, well starting from tomorrow afternoon, a friend and I are going to eat Gyoza at a place called Nagano in town, then on saturday is party in town as usual alongside my bestest buddies, who could ask for better friends.
Sometimes, when you feel your lowest it feels good to know you will have people close to you that can help and support you.

I am very picky with friends, I have many familiars, but only a handful know me very, very closely.
Thats the way I want it, and because I dont feel like most of the people at school are any real friends, I am dissing them all by not going to the student parties… But also because I genuinly have no interest in such things, it doesnt seem exciting or special in anyway, or maybe Im just not that used to Swedish customs.

Nope, I am comfortable with the best friends I have right now, I hope they stay with me for a long time
Thanks!

Queen, suddenly I feel happy again…probably THE BEST classic rock band in history and will always be.
Whenever you are sad, happy or just bored; put on some Queen and you´ll be taken to a better world…exstacy.
I dont understand how such a man, Freddie Mercury could possess such musical talent, artistic and entertaining passion and soul…apart from the late Michael Jackson, he is the greatest musician in the world, ever.
Long Live the King of Rock!

Noon Delight

Sitting in school, with nothing to do for another hour or two…three.
As many of you have noticed, today is the first day of snow here in Stockholm and supposedly all over Sweden.
Though it isnt real snow, because as soon as it touches the ground it turns into slushy water.
I am a fan of real fairytale like snow, really thick and white…almost like another substance, but thats not for here…

I have refound my love for real trance music, I have started to listen to the great System F and Armin van Buuren!

What better than to satisfy not only your ears, but your eyes; so watch this movie with the wonderful Tori Black^^

My gift to y’all this cold, bitter thursday noon ^^
-Tonight is training and fun with friends, Im gonna be filmed trixing and fighting and then it is just one more day until the weekend which means leisure and party…GREAT!
The weeks sure go fast, but thats the way it should be, work fast – holiday slow.

The Shallows

Just recently came back from the ‘interview’ for the documentary/short film for the medical institute

It went very well, I briefly told about being ‘an ill child with cancer, how hard it can be but how I persevered and became the strong person I am today‘, though it was somewhat difficult being natural and relaxed, at times it became very hollywood, haha
Tomorrow we are filming at Cirkus, showing off my talents ^^

Today was a tiresome day, in the morning my friend and colleague in my TV group went out to town to interview random people about themselves, about complexes and stuff related.
Haha, the footage was sooo funny when he asked people who couldnt speak swedish and such, what funky people there are out there!
Makes me wanna grab a camera and just go out there, there is so much you can do!

I fell asleep at the last religion class in the afternoon, I was THAT tired…prob cuz the day had been so boring…just done nothing in the Studio, listened to my boring mentor at filmknowledge class for 2 hours, and then again listened to a teacher talk for 2 hours at religion…

Im glad school is over soon…

Just found out a girl I like in school is an airhead, haha!
-Thats too bad, she is so hot…oh well, i should have known because BLONDES usually are!
That crosses yet another girl off my list… My friend Inzy just reminded me that I am dissing one already, yes I had almost forgotten
Whats the point anyways? Plus getting funky with a girl at school is just one big mistake…urgh, too bad though I dont have any close girl-friends outside of school, infact I dont have any in school either so it makes no difference.

The way I see it, there are these type of girls:
- The hot but stupid
-The ugly but smart
-The hot but bitch
-The hot, smart, bitch
-The ugly bitch
-The irritating ugly bitch
-The irritating hot yet kind
-The sweet kind yet stupid
-The neutral
-The hot, kind but stupid
and lastly
-The hot, kind and smart yet taken…fuck.

Girls, what category do you fit into, or did I miss one?
If so, fill it into the commentary ^^

I wanna give a great tip on a hairproduct!
Fructis Bamboo Flexihold, it is really super good, super strong, easy to mold with and smells very nice^^
I got a free sample can when I bought my Got2Be Glued, combining the two is very neat too !

Makes me feel like a real asian using a BAMBOO product lol, well it certainly helps me make my new hairstyle, which I am very happy with!
My Xin Sarith Wanna Be, with a touch of my own spiky Fringe

Making Perfection

We are finally finalizing our plans in the Tv studio ^^
Our teacher Dennis the Menace also agreed for an interview during the sho, which is awesome!
-He is strikingly similar to my all favorite James Rolfe, better known as Angry Video Game Nerd.
I originally wanted my teacher to appear performing as James Rolfe, but since he is pretty unknown at school, let alone Sweden at all…we scrapped that idea…Instead he is gonna talk about basketball, and spin a ball on his finger!

I wore my supercool Japanese Schooluniform today, it was very comfortable actually, I wouldnt mind wearing it everyday.
Although I wore a pretty thin layer of clothing under, it still got pretty warm, so I better not or it’s gonna start smellin… PUN!
Unfortunetly because it is pretty old, two buttons fell off, which was a pickle but luckily I managed to collect them so I can reattach ‘em ^^
- Here is my sexy friendess and I posing of infront of the cam, we look like models dont we?

Tomorrow I am going for a Tv Interview for the documentary/film for the medical instution thingy I mentioned before, so i am looking forward to that, it is going to be fun^^
-Thursday we are filming at Cirkus and Saturday at Kung Fu, so busy , busy week…Just gotta get started with my project quicker than quick or I´ll never get done…This has got to be good or else… Gotta get focused!

Got the schoolphoto catalogue today too!
I really like looking thru the catalogue, it is fun to check out people that look weird, have funny names or people that you like…girls that is
I have some I’ve got my eyes on

Just wanted to post this little video too, featuring two of my favorite dancers from So You Think You Can Dance, they are Hokuto Konishi and Lacey Schwimmer back when they were a couple during Season 3, both are extremely talented and Lacey..well she is a one of a kind girl..so pretty!
-The video is very cute and it also kinda is an image of a dream of mine, finding a girl who has the same skills and main interest like me; namely Martial Arts and possibly Acrobatics/Gymnastics…But where is my dreamgirl?
-I doubt she exists…

East On My Mind

Today was a good day!
-short and consice.

No filmshoot however, nor tomorrow :/
But we made a new deal, remember it was gonna be a film for some medical thingy?
Remember I used to have cancer too?
Well, we are gonna do so that Im gonna get a little teeny exclusive for the film, where I get to tell about how I have developed during the years, and how strong I am now after the illness.
So on thursday we are gonna film at Cirkör, and on saturday at Tian Long kung fu club, my kung fu club, to show what I am capable of doing now that I am completely cured.
-We wanna use this footage as means to inspire other sick children that if they fight and try to stay as strong as possible during their treatment, they could just get through the worst and come out new people, stronger and better ^^

Bought some new Got2be Glued today, probably one of the best the best hairproducts out there today.
It is so perfect to create detailed, textured, spiky and aggressive hairstyles, I find this stuff the best to create defined spikes, especially for my fringe, but a small run thru the whole hair gives indestructable strength all dayay.
-The only downside it that if you mess up while applying, your fucked and have to re-wash your hair and do it all over…
The thing is to do is apply to semi dry hair, like towel dried because then the Glue sinks in much better and as it dries, it envelops each strain great and gives a good basis to define even more.
Haha I sound like a promoter.

Tomorrow is Suit up day!
Well, not officially, but a friend and I are going to school in our Japanese schooluniforms, just for fun ^^
With my new Glue, I am also gonna make a really cool manga hairstyle so I look really Japanese and cool, the girls will fall like Dominos!

All this talk of Japanese stuff… was inside 2 japanese stores today in town, I bought some new Tabi socks
Like the ones on the picture , but mine are Uzumaki patterned…just like the manga!

Unlike my dad though who bought some very fail Toe-socks…urgh!
Imagine these on a 60 year old, mafia looking japanese man…

Looked thru some Japanese fashion and Popcultural magazines too, to me almost all the guys look exaclty the same, they dont look bad but it is just that it feels like the most common look that renderes all of these people, is getting very boring…
Wanting to become a model in asia, preferably in Japan, I wonder if a guy with my looks will be able to stand a chance in the fashion/modelling/celebrity world
One thing I consider to be very important however, is not too only have a goodlooking outside, but the inside counts for a hell of a lot, personality, traits and heart…but also talent.
We know the biggest talent today BY FAR is music, but what about the others?
-Like me, will I be able to charm a whole country with my martial arts and acrobatics skills? I hope so…

-Notice me in there?
Do I stand a chance?

Japans gotta have some of the hottest guys in the world though, hands down.
However seems like South Korea is rising up slowly, gotta declare world war soon…